Jordy (USA)

Better In My Head
I love in physical touch I need it too much, at this point, it's a habit For me to go to his place Then walk in with shame and wishin' that hadn't If I think that's what I really need then Why do I feel bitter when I leave? 'Cause I'll go to his place Then walk in with shame and wish it never happened I'm desperate For someone just to hold me for a second 'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret Spendin' nights in someone else's bed When they wouldn't even notice if I left A mess when I'm tradin' my emotions for attention Givin' up, but that's not what I get Maybe I should touch myself instead 'Cause they're always fuckin' better in my head Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head I think that intimacy Is all that I need, but it's so hard to find it It's always they're not into me They tell me to leave, I'm constantly reminded (Oh, that) SongtexteThat goodbye only means a new confession Twenty-five and I'm still learning stupid lessons Intimacy is all that I need, but how do you define it? (How do you define it?) I'm desperate (Hey) For someone just to hold me for a second 'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret Spendin' nights in someone else's bed When they wouldn't even notice if I left A mess when I'm tradin' my emotions for attention (Tradin' my emotions) Givin' up, but that's not what I get Maybe I should touch myself instead 'Cause they're always fuckin' better in my head (They're always fuckin' better in my head) Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head (They're always fuckin' better in my) Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head I go through the motions I push, then I pull him I know I should just go to bed (Oh) Can't help that I'm hopeless I know where it's goin' But maybe just let me pretend I'm desperate For someone just to hold me for a second (Hold me for a second) 'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret (Regret, regret) Spendin' nights in someone else's bed When they wouldn't even notice if I left (Oh woah) A mess when I'm tradin' my emotions for attention (I'm tradin' my emotions) Givin' up, but that's not what I get (Woah) Maybe I should touch myself instead 'Cause they're always fuckin' better in my head Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head (They're always fuckin' better in my) Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head (They're always fuckin') Better in my Aus Songtexte Mania