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Today is the anniversary of the day that you should have been born Nobody ever taught me healthy habits or how to mourn Standing by the ocean, I have waded with your ashes scattering I'm throwing salt into the sea The burden of your death like a boulder on my chest A blanket keeping me Just warm enough to stay alive, but still suffering Emptiness is all I can feel There's nothing in this world that feels real I cannot stop obsessive thoughts Fixated on what I have lost How will I ever learn to heal? The birds still sing in the cemetery The flowers still bloom How do I bury someone that I never even got to know? And I will circle myself in the salt then burn incense To preserve this sense of fleeting innocence (Whoa) 'Cause I just want my mental health to be my greatest wealth I don't ever want to be this low again Emptiness is all I can feel There's nothing in this world that feels real I cannot stop obsessive thoughts SongtexteFixated on what I have lost How will I ever learn to heal? I try so hard to not be aware That everyone I love can disappear I hear footsteps in the night I swear, I see your face I clutch the clothes that we bought for you That you'll never wear Emptiness is all I can feel There's nothing in this world that feels real I cannot stop obsessive thoughts Fixated on what I have lost How will I ever learn to heal? Emptiness is all I can feel There's nothing in this world that feels real I cannot stop obsessive thoughts Fixated on what I have lost How will I ever learn to heal? Aus Songtexte Mania