Breakdown of Sanity

Black Smoke
How did I forget who I am Surrounded by ghosts They watched me falling apart I wish I could rewind and go back to the start Biting my tongue for the taste of another pain Does my place in this world mean anything One last time I’m gonna try to stay alive I can still feel this strife deep inside I’ve seen my demons come to life I ignored them for far too long The time has come to look them in the eyes I’m going through fire, through the flames There is something This one thing I can’t kill What should I supposed to feel if nothing is real I don’t run away from my demons anymorе Did I forget the way to breath What if I surrеnder Go under and drown again in the ocean of sorrow I can see the end What if I lose my mind Someday I’ll put it behind and find my own way SongtexteI pray that the evil in me will never prevail Someday someone is gonna call my name I pray that the mask I wear will never fall again I suffocate from my own heartbeat,br until I’m burning in this heat But then I remember the light in your eyes, the pain and all that you sacrifice I never gonna make the same mistakes again One last time I’m gonna try to stay alive No one sees my sacrifice No one will ever feel my pain No one shall fall from grace No one I can see the end I reckon nobody can save me, not even you Take off the death wreath And start to – oh god please make me – breathe I need to find the color in my mind again I reckon nobody can save me Someday I’ll put it behind and find my own way I pray that the evil in me will never prevail Someday I’ll pray There is something This one thing I can’t kill What should I supposed to feel if nothing is real I don’t run away from my demons anymore I went through fire, through the flames to burn out this pain in me I don’t run away from my demons I’ve just learned their names Behind the black smoke I think there’s a change Aus Songtexte Mania