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I've been on the edge for a while It’s getting hard to be this scared and hold a smile I don't who I should call or I should dial I know I need some help, but that's just as fine, oh All the shit that goes on inside my head All the tears that have fallen have been shed All the times that I’ve been cut like some thread I can't describe, but I've been running out of my meds You say you need me, but push me off to the side I can't tell if you're telling the truth or telling me lies I never knew how I should open up, I caved in inside And nobody better help me, wanna hear my cries And you said that you got me, but I already know that you don't I didn't need your fuckin' help so leave me the fuck alone I don’t got a lot of friends on me, used to being alone I don’t like to go outside, I'm always stayin’ at home Why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk? All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked You’re my friend, no no you're not, not, not, not, not I kinda wanna go out, but I know what might go wrong I be staring at my feelings, tell the barrel of this gun And I talk about my feelings, no they always getting shunned SongtexteAnd I'm losing track of time, always feeling so alone Lately been scared, not leaving the house And I'm feeling really jealous of the people they around So I close my eyes and I shut my mouth It's the funniest shit when it all goes— That sucks, shit-faced I tried to be kind, that's a mistake And they act like we're friends but its all fake I'ma air out the laundry for display Tell me, do you know my hurt? You never will until you see your brother on a shirt But it's okay 'cause I'm without my brain Fun-funny thing, before I'm seventeen And I know that you don't notice when I try I got way too much on my mind And now I'm asking myself, am I even depressed? And before I go, please tell me, why? You say you need me, but push me off to the side I can't tell if you're telling the truth or telling me lies I never knew how I should open up, I caved in inside And nobody better help me, wanna hear my cries And you said that you got me, but I already know that you don't I didn't need your fuckin' help so leave me the fuck alone I don't got a lot of friends on me, used to being alone I don't like to go outside, I'm always stayin' at home Why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk? All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked You're my friend, no no you're not, not, not, not, not Why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk? All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked You're my friend, no no you're not, not, not, not, not Aus Songtexte Mania