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Tryna lose myself again Patience ties all loose amends And I'm trying hard, hard to find myself And maybe time will tell us where we, end I hate it when I see you cry So much pain that you swallowed 'til you're numb inside I been afraid of life the moment when I realized How much happiness people have can be a lie, yeah Or how much we lose just to feel more Won't sell out to sell out the film more If the rain come, work like we still poor If they take me away, girl, I'm still yours, uh High fever, couldn't talk last night, my throat shut I stayed up 'til I saw light, my mind took flight No matter what, I promise you gon' be alright Hold you close like I felt new heights, uh huh I been thinking, am I comfortable sinkin'? Or did I take a leap of faith, and now I live in the deep end? Will my hands come out empty if I took what wasn't worth keepin'? End up longing for something I had at the beginning Handful of secrets I keep tucked up in the ceiling Deal with my feelings by seeing a villain, one in a million When my soul is done healin', need a moment, couple of minutes I need more joy to come visit, yeah Hands shaking at the thought of regret SongtexteThink you got it figured out 'til the moment it bends You see what you truly love when you don't choose how it ends I'm tense, terrified to see the place where I end, yeah Tryna lose myself again Patience ties all loose amends And I'm trying hard, hard to find myself And maybe time will tell us where we, end If it goes up, it goes south Made hope my ghost house, last night I broke down Life motto is, "I hope it works out" Someone tell me why everything just hurts now What's living if your hair don't stand up? Crazy how I hand out love before I hand trust Tryna find a star to land us This was never plan B, this was plan us Maybe I just need a home Maybe people feel numb when they feel alone Rather keep quiet than to feel wrong Rather hold on, this stays so long, I know I've been gone Tears falling down with no cause Russian roulette with my thoughts What will I lose just to find me on top? Will I have to be everything that I'm not? Who gonna save me if I really can't stop? My fear is so vivid, it's like I really do live it Is it a product of faith, or is it the fact I don't listen? Am I looking for love in things that don't give it? Give it space in my life, then go and wonder what is it? Timid making every decision, moments I'm drifting Wishing I could be different, working for all my regrets to be lifted Listening to God, I know there's more to learn in it All of it, just gotta give it That's where I'll see where I'll end up to be Tryna lose myself again Patience ties all loose amends And I'm trying hard, hard to find myself And maybe time will tell us where we, end Aus Songtexte Mania