Ivan B

I Try
Sometimes, I'm scared of being honest I say, I'm fine And that's the way I get in trouble I try But I try Oh, I try And make sure everything is always alright And that's the way I get in trouble Last night, for once I think I thought about me I thought about me Oh Maybe I'm selfish with things that I want Maybe I'm tired of no answers from God Maybe I think that I'm telling the truth But the truth is I'm selling the lies that I bought Looking for answers, I know that's in front of me Getting excuses before an apology Negligence is made from living so comfortably Somеthing's gotta change, or honesty's costing me How much can I givе? How much can I try? How much can I hurt? How much can I lie? How much did I live while I'm still alive? How much did I feel before I said I'm fine? Lots of excuses, control my perception, I know that's so useless What am I pursuing? SongtexteAm I happy or not, like what am I doing? I Lie to myself, yeah I lie to myself just so I can save feelings of everyone else Not be a burden, just one that can help As long as you're fine, who cares how I felt? And that's what's been eating me Working on freeing me Walking contradiction, what I've been seen to be Healing everyone is what has been killing me Time that I tell you that Sometimes, I'm scared of being honest I say, I'm fine And that's the way I get in trouble I try But I try Oh, I try And make sure everything is always alright And that's the way I get in trouble Last night, for once I think I thought about me I thought about me Oh Honestly scared to be honest, I've done many things I'm not proud of I run from the crowd that just cares who's the hottest on Billboard Don't let me get caught up in places I don't want a part of, I Struggle to balance my life with impression All of the money and tension Vampires every direction Don't be surprised, how many count all your blessings? My therapist told me that I shouldn't be living as everyone's hero My therapist told me that It's okay to say no, even though I can't bear to I know where my weakness at If I focused on me, it could all be so simple These thoughts in my head, if they just could be gentle If showin' my feelings could just be less stressful, 'cause Sometimes, I'm scared of being honest I say, I'm fine And that's the way I get in trouble I try But I try Oh Aus Songtexte Mania