Ivan B

Only Sometimes
Anxiety, all I feel that's inside of me All I say is apologies My thoughts are never present in the moment It's a problem see Not the person I thought I'd be Not the man that I wanna be Caught between being selfish and just being what you want from me Emotional choreography Spill my guilt, call it honesty Regressing lately, maybe, honestly, I don't know, probably Self-destructive, I gotta be I just want someone proud of me Don't you worry, I'll bury all the trauma inside of me Another day, another mask I'm feeling down, but it'll pass Don't you judge me, you don't know me You won't hear me, so don't ask I'm living proof I'm the past, or Maybe I'm just trapped of always looking back I don't miss a thing, I want Pieces of me back Give me all of that Every night I stack Doubts up on my back Confidence, I lack SongtexteThrow away the happiness I have 'cause I I get low sometimes, yeah I feel down sometimes, yeah They don't know They don't know I feel worse sometimes, yeah It hurts most inside, yeah They don't know They don't know I get low sometimes Low sometimes Low sometimes I wanna go and hide Go and hide Go and hide, yeah, yeah I feel worse inside Worse inside Worse inside, yeah, yeah They don't know They don't know They don't know, so where can I go? I get low sometimes I know who I am, but I don't know sometimes, yeah Get inside my car, I wanna go sometimes I feel hurt most times, they only know sometimes, ayy A lot of pain, a lot of secrets Even if I showed you, could you see this? Angry when I talk, and I don't mean it Or maybe it's the truth, and you don't see it Or maybe it's the truth, you don't believe it They don't know, and I just keep it Let me tone it down Feeling anxious when no one's around See me vacant when I'm full of doubt, yeah Timid, I just wanna make it out In a group of people, I don't make a sound I just try to get around, yeah I just wanna show you my best Every time I try to feel more is when I feel like a mess When I try to be more is when I get more depressed Thoughts in my head burn my chest Hate the way that I get 'cause I I get low sometimes, yeah I feel down sometimes, yeah They don't know They don't know I feel worse sometimes, yeah It hurts most inside, yeah They don't know They don't know I get low sometimes Low sometimes Low sometimes I wanna go and hide Go and hide Go and hide, yeah, yeah I feel worse inside Worse inside Worse inside, yeah, yeah They don't know They don't know They don't know, so where can I go? Aus Songtexte Mania