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How's this over already before shit's even started? I finally learnt to love, not with my head, but with my heart again And the chance that I took, lost a couple of friends But then again, if they were friends, would've accepted understandably Luckily, no family If I came out, would the black side be made at me? Imaginin' my dad's brown eyes while he frowns at me All for this girl, and I'm still here, writin' a rhapsody So here, I'm sittin' in my room, heartbroken, fuckin' hurtin' Puttin' too much love and time into one person What an excursion, every right to be nervous We're dealin' with no purpose, every right to be assertive For them to understand, they need to know how it started How I met this light-skin girl at this party And not once have I questioned before my sexuality Not once have I considered a thought labelled artificiality By society, held my head high and fuckin' labelled it spontaneity Girl, the way I felt for you gradually grew to more than just carnality Same career path, I'm in a fictional reality If I can take this on, I'm unstoppable I'm in this race, faced with different minor obstacles Like talks behind my back, lost friends and fake love Words are such like, "Do you really, really hate God?" I like man, but I like girls too, and I'm admittin' it So tell me, really, what makes me and you so different? Wasn't no sex before marriage in the commandments? SongtexteHa, yeah, guess you're a sinner too So fall the fuck back, and let's start reexaminin' So drawn into my life, man, I need to start patternin' Take time and just freeze like a mannequin Ha, I can't breathe like they stranglin' You started chattin' me, yeah No lie, you started gettin' me gassed It's feelin' normal when you hit me up, I know that's my girl I'ma respect you like a lover, yeah, you know that's my girl Like fuck this carousel, I want to see you again Goin' in circles, why you playin' when you're more than a friend? Girl, and I don't want this to end Girl, I tell you, lovin' you is more than a trend Naturally, next, now is the time for division The time for decision, the reason for recision ‘Cause nothin' ever lasts, everybody's greedy Prick payin' visits back to your past Why's your ex still in the way like? Are you missin' all your memories? I get it, sex marks the ex like treasury Last night, you gave me neck, I guess you're there just for accessory Unfair games and no referee Playin' it by my rules I'm turnin' spiteful Argued every time we spoke When I spoke, you professed to comprehend My views of impediments Oh, girl, you're tryin' to test I'm disrespectin', gettin' stressed, hence, why I'm cursin' you out Movin' reckless, cursed your ex, continue mockin' you clowns So everybody knew about Tic Tac and Tramp And how Tramp used Tic Tac just to drive her around Ha, you shitty, little liars Fuck you think, you're Bonny and Clyde? So I had the bitch pullin' up to my bumper Next day, Snapchat, I went and burn the bitch's jumper What messes me around ain't what's meant for me Unnecessary arguments and stress More stress, less trust and jealously Mitigate through music, my alone time is therapeutic I would've been fucked up way more than mentally So here's my remedy for perplexity Clear my head and give me some sense of supremacy Depended on, say you won't let go Go, fuck it, man, I don't trust these hoes Aus Songtexte Mania