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For the past two years I been tryna change how they view me Barely know myself that mean really they never knew me Went to hell and back damn my life is a fucking movie Depressed and I was lost even tho I was fucking groupies Only blame myself but oh well cause I had to learn Shit just make me cringe thinking bout the bridges I burned Man you know it's bad when the media get concerned Tried to take a shortcut, I couldn’t just wait my turn Had to settle down, woke up, I'm better now I know a lot of y'all niggas didn’t think I'd make it out Okay I'm done with the trolling let's a safer route I'm tryna see them 4 commas inside my bank account It's time to take back control, I'm ready just let me know Niggas digging up my past "May y'all just please let it go" Y’all either selfish or rude, maybe y’all mentally slow If you really cared for me, you would just let me grow I got a lot on mind, can't find the words to describe Lord I need ya help feel like I’m dying inside Now I close my eyes and pray you send me a sign I can't do this by myself because I tried many times Had to change my energy, the jail life not meant for me Call me my nickname that's just adding insult to injury I'm not gon’ satisfy them so I can live miserably That shit ate me up inside, I'm not playing, I mean literally That shit wasn't me man that shit phase Tightened it up and I changed up my ways Promise you I won't go back to them days So fucking tired of being a slave Fall on my knees and I pray, I wake up everyday Got so much shit to say, hope it don't get too late Aus Songtexte Mania