Marlon Craft

Lonely
I’m lonely. i could turn a W to an L I’m lonely. i could take something wonderful make it hell I been tryna fill a void i don’t understand i don’t know its shape Eyes closed tryna fit different shit in this empty space/ To no avail, i’m lonely it’s cold as hell In the part of my soul where love and the noble notions dwell I’m lonely, i don’t get what i’m looking for but i search on Tryna make a map of places where I’ve never gone / I’m lonely. shit ain’t everybody? I wash my head with this human condition, but i don’t feel cleansed i feel lonely yo Been avoiding time with myself, and now i owe me though Every time we together i focus on something phony/ I’m lonely, but i don’t wanna settle Sometimes i’d rather be unhappy than to be alone Tell myself i need to bone but truth is that i need a home I been rationalizing time that’s spent with people that don’t inspire me/ Bein’ lonely sucks I’m startin to lose my spirit’s trust Scared of what i want i been starting to fear my lust If i can’t tell myself the whole truth than the lyrics must Like i should come here to stroke but i know i came here to bust/ Man-made most of my woes be Feel like we do half what we do ‘cause we bored, we just be lonely I feel like most people’d rather use me than to know me I feel like I’m a bitch cuz i got it good but be feeling bad/ And cockiness is just fear in drag I see a lot of Ru Pauls of emotions SongtexteI say i ain’t judgin’ a lot, but i do and i know it Wish i was more easy going, maybe i wouldn’t feel lonely/ But sometimes we ain't inclined to be the men we wanna be Like shit, without this critical lens, i couldn’t see But i don’t know, cuz theres a lot of things i thought i couldn’t be And I’m starting to become all them, maybe theres hope for us/ This the most self involved and the most communal rhyme We all in search of people who can relate Their absence negative space, shit without em there is no alone So i know they out their fo’ me or i wouldn’t feel lonely/ I remember, when it wasn’t cool to feel lonely Then somewhere along the way kid cudi made it ok But now we fetishize it it’s a style to be tried n’ Take this pill if you don’t like it, you don’t have to feel lonely/ And that ain't never been me, but i ain't that far Buzz buzz goes the sound of the anti-depressant Notifications, i’ma need me three grams of some mentions Tell me you like the online me so the real me don’t feel so lonely/ I’m jus being real homie, this ain't a sad song This ain’t a mad song, but i do worry ‘cause, i been tryna write some next level shit lately And this is it, so I’m scared that my loneliness makes me/ Like do i need it to shine, what if i leave it behind Will i die young if i continue to just bleed from my mind And i, guess thats something only time can show me For now i gotta go, shit i’m late to meet the homies. lonely Aus Songtexte Mania