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Portola (Blood Clot!)
You did good $lick Spaced out, always looking up Sleepwalking, I don't wanna wake up, no Too many pills, body won't budge (Won't budge) Too many ounces, reason why I'm slumped Rather stay numb to it, oblivious I been up for days, delirious Bury my emotions for periods Deeper that I get, insidious I'm feeling so, so broke Damaging my lungs, chain smoke Rather stay numb when provoked Rather stay asleep than woke Oh, oh, oh, here's another sad story Tryna work on me like a fucking laboratory Smoke, smoke, smoke, fucking up my respiratory I burn it up like my soul a crematory I can't feel my face, I can't feel my legs I can't feel my arms, my body out of place Is this the one that's gonna do me in? Will there come a day I don't have to pretend? Will there come a time my past don't haunt me? Will there come a time I wanna feel something? Ain't no happy endings where I'm from, no SongtexteThe day you born, your grave's already dug, yeah I got therapists for day-ays and they all talk the same Road to hell is paved with the best intentions Tryna dig up through my layers for what's already missing Spaced out, always looking up Sleepwalking, I don't wanna wake up, no Too many pills, body won't budge (Won't budge) Too many ounces, reason why I'm slumped Rather stay numb to it, oblivious I been up for days, delirious Bury my emotions for periods Deeper that I get, insidious I'm feeling so, so broke Damaging my lungs, chain smoke Rather stay numb when provoked Rather stay asleep than woke Aus Songtexte Mania