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There's some things that I'll take to my grave There's some things I don't I should say I'm don't think that I'm somebody you could save I don't know, I kinda like it that way Daddy love to get high In his room, watch the time go by Needles all on his bed I cut it going and I didn't know why Mamma, she used to cry 20 years by, mamma still cries Mamma talks to a sigh He saying it, but I don't wanna lie I still need you, I feel like I'm still young I've been so lost, I've been so gone I've been so drunk that I can't stand up I'll be standing with you when the day come Look at my smile, how does it look to you? I put it on so I can feel like I'm bulletproof Product of environment, ah, look at the irony Grew up so nice but that changed up entirely I found Benzos' the same time I found love Like, what a mixer, what a drug I was eighteen, I was fucked up Like living in my car, but still untouched They talk about my older ways SongtexteSaid I'm "fucked up", wasn't raised right, wow You know you never judge a book by it's cover page I've been standing [?] my bed Where my uncle lost his life and died inside mine instead Yeah, uh You take a second to picture: Tenth grade, didn't know how to deal, I turned to liquor 'Nother family member gone, all I knew was a song Writing bars ain't enough, I pop bars [?] they gone 'Til my homies car crashed, went to jail that night Woke up, "what the fuck happened?", high as a kite I called my mom and she ain't answer, she pissed off as fuck Wish I had a dad to call but I'm shit out of luck And on top of that, I blew my whole first advance Which means I got money, blew it all, owe it all back 'Cause my records ain't selling, and I'm too hot for shows No one believes in my recovery, I've gone as a ghost Yeah, it's me against the world ain't it? I love that shit, so I took that bitch and I made it mine You see, my best friend stole for me, thousands of dollars When I was down and I was broke, and had nothing to bother Had a dog that needed feeding but had shit but a collar And a landlord trying to get money to feed his daughter Had a dad dying on my hands, asking for help I went to London, got him off heroin by myself I took care of my sister, to the best of my abilities Helping mom through her depression, that shit is killing me Yeah, but I guess that's just the will in me Think that I'ma fail after that? Man, you're kidding me I said yeah man, you're kidding me Failing after that? Yeah man, you're kidding me Aus Songtexte Mania