Beatrice Giliberti

How I Feel
Parallel scars on my wrist they judge me for it don’t ask how I feel I count each of them just to see how many days still I have to breath And I know and I know that it just doesn’t sound like i’m hurting and crying I’m tumbling down but if you try to listen you’ll understand that i need help now And i’ve tried, i have tried to feel better somehow but the tears, they keep burning I’m starting to drown and I don’t see the day I’m hurting inside I need help now Too many scars on my skin constant pain in my chest don’t want anything Songtexteyesterday for the first time i felt like i wanted to live, i wanted to care but happiness doesn’t last long for me And I know and I know that it just doesn’t sound like i’m hurting and crying I’m tumbling down but if you try to listen you’ll understand that i need help now At this point I seek dark I don’t see the light I’m tired and over this thing you call life so let me just rant about a couple things that i don’t like when you wake up with an ache in your chest and people keep telling you that it’s the stress when tears start to fall and then someone asks: “just look around, don’t you feel blessed?” I don’t, pain takes it away it’s like when it rains but the sky isn’t grey I fall, like tears from my eyes I tried to stand up but i’m hurting inside Now i’m up here spilling the truth but somehow my words can’t get you in the mood do you feel stressed? can you sense all the pain? at the end of the day are you feeling insane? I do And I know and I know that it just doesn’t sound like i’m hurting and crying I’m tumbling down but if you try to listen you’ll understand that i need help now Aus Songtexte Mania