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I know you never had pictured me leavin' Breakin’ up is never easy We're dead now, and I'm grieving I was there whenever you would need me Even all the times that you’d deceive me Every single night that you went drinking I was sitting home, feeling all alone Wishing you could see the way you treat me I feel so broken I just wanna die I gave a second chance a million times I live my truth, you a living lie Cause the same issues with different guys It's the same bullshit just a different time This is your loss girl, it isn't mine I am not perfect, but I fucking tried You would make mistakes and then you'd fucking hide Now we're gone and it's dead and buried You lost forever just for temporary What were you thinking? You weren't thinking clearly All the memories, rest in the cemetery My daughter asked about you, don't know what to tell her I feel hella guilty when I say "forget her" I gotta be strong and hold it together You’re a memory in her so remember(?) So I block it out, this is too much My confidence tanked, I’m in a rut SongtexteAnd lately I feel I'm not good enough And you may be gone, but the damage stuck I would’ve died for you, would've tried for you I would always try to make the time for you I would never ever tell a lie to you Even though we split, I still feel tied to you And, I never wanted to split I never wanted to drift I never wanted another man to meet your mother all over again I never wanted the end, I didn't want any of this I wanted to wrap a ring around your finger, maybe even have a couple of kids I guess it is what it is I lost my hope, who we love kills us the most I'm so afraid to get close We are just people until we all turn into ghosts A future we’ll never know Yeah, it's something we'll never know And sometimes you gotta let go of what kills you, even if it kills you to let go Damn Aus Songtexte Mania