Sik World

I'm Lying
I just like... I've never really talked about this, you know? Yeah I pray the Lord, my soul to keep This can't be fixed, I'd rather weep I hate this house, I'm down to leave My mom's a snake, my daddy drinks Don't, know my dad - he don't know me We're not like how we used to be We don't connect, we hardly speak He tries to drive, I hide the keys I'm baby sittin' a grown man At seventeen, at seventeen He's fuckin' pissed and starts to scream My heart races and skips a beat We're face to face I can't believe that every day's the same old thing We fight all night, I hardly sleep I'd wish he listens to me "Please? A sober you is what we need", this wears me thin I'm feelin' weak, I feel hopeless, to say the least, fuck He never slows down, uh Never slows down on the whisky The more shots he takes the more risky Most times things tend to go south quickly He's depending on liquor, we're depending on him SongtexteHe's calling out of work, there's no money comin' in We're about to lose a house How can we let it slip? Factorin' the fact that I had to hold all of it in I hate when– They ask, "How's life?" I'm like, "It's fine" Outside, they know, deep down, I'm lyin' They ask, "How's life?" I'm like, "It's fine" Outside, they know, deep down, I'm lyin' Ooh, I'm lyin' Ooh, I'm lyin' Ooh, I'm lyin' (I'm broken, empty inside) Fuck Yeah I pray the Lord, my soul to take I lost my hope, I lost my faith I hate this house, wish I'd escape My dad's a drunk, my mom's a snake Don't, know my mom - she don't know me She's out all night and can't be traced It's been a week, ain't seen her face We hardly speak, what can I say? I'm dealing with a grown woman Who can't be saved, who can't be saved She's lost her mind, she's a lost case She's filled with greed I'm down to say, "It don't matter how much you make When you account how much you've weighed," She blows her cheque, she gambles late She takes a shower in her angst, she doesn't stop the bills aren't paid She blames my dad when she's to blame Tell me, how much more can I take? Fuck She never slows down, uh Never slows down on the gamblin' Her life falls apart as time passes She's blind to all of the things that can happen She's losing control and she can't get a grip She's addicted to the slots, there's no money comin' in We're about to lose a house How can we let it slip? Factorin' the fact that I had to hold all of it in I hate when– They ask, "How's life?" I'm like, "It's fine" Outside, they know, deep down, I'm lyin' They ask, "How's life?" I'm like, "It's fine" Outside, they know, deep down, I'm lyin' Ooh, I'm lyin' Ooh, I'm lyin' Ooh, I'm lyin' (I'm broken, empty inside) (Yeah) I'm broken I'm broken I'm broken I'm broken, empty inside Aus Songtexte Mania