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Yeah I used to only speak about my struggles I used to only talk about my family 'cause I struggled With the fact that what I planned could fumble So I blamed my situation on my childhood troubles Mama, I'm so sorry I was doin' what I did I guess I was upset when you ain't show up to my gigs I'm tryna start a brand and have a future for my kids Comin' where I'm from, you either die alone or make it big, yeah I used to think of rappin' as a part-time These thoughts of suicide still follow me when I get offline I won't make it I'll prolly quit with this shit when I turn 30 So the next decade is dedicated to the ones who hated Lately, I been dyin' about my come-up And I just turned 20 but I feel like time is slippin' So I still work every night until the sun up And I used to have to worry if somebody's finna run up I was workin' different jobs 'cause I kept gettin' fired From my lack of motivation in my whole life I would rather go and try than go get a nine-to-five And have that burden on my conscience for my whole life But that's life sometimes, get lost, get stuck, get goin' Get love, get mine, get nothin', get by, move on SongtexteAnd I heard it all before Heard it all before, all the time Heard it all before It's rainin' inside, hella grey skies, grey skies But see, my ex taught me looks can be deceivin' Playin' telephone around the city, now it's rumored I was cheatin' So pathetic What happened was I tried to take my life And she just couldn't take the pressure But believe me, I regret it It was hard for me to deal wit' Nights feelin' numb and having days, I wouldn't feel shit Became accustomed to the grey skies I was feelin' I would stay inside 'cause Goin' outside nowadays just ain't appealin' I was doin' everything I ever wanted I became a Specktator, gained fans So why the fuck am I unhappy? Livin' like my father I guess the world is cold and I just wanna be unbothered Every local rapper askin' me for favors I used to engineer 'til my clients started braggin' 'bout my situation Dollar signs come with stipulations I don't wanna go outside but grey skies are my inspiration But that's life sometimes, get lost, get stuck, get goin' Get love, get mine, get nothin', get by, move on And I heard it all before Heard it all before, all the time Heard it all before It's rainin' inside, hella grey skies, grey skies Aus Songtexte Mania