Reconcile

Begged Forgiveness
First time I opened my eyes was in the trailer First time That they me jumped they stomp my face (YEAH) First time I stood in court I got probation My whole family took them L’s behind them Cases Pulled up, pulled the stick on me, I froze Then 4 came for my brother kicked the door (YEAH) 17 I hit my knees and begged forgiveness 17 I hit my knees and begged forgiveness (YEAH YEAH) Crosses, Blood, Crack, Projects, Black, White, Murder, Truth Progression, Jesus, Martin, X, Addiction, Love, Forgiveness, Truth Prison, Bando, Police sirens Broke, Struggling, Broken Down Licks, Intent, Pitching, Crosses, Truth Pain, Love, Conviction Ain’t see no God yeah Ain’t feel no God yeah Skipping school but I’m Smarter though Momma left SongtexteIt was harder though I had to struggle with pain and depression I Bottled inside me (YEAH YEAH) I had to change my way Lil Hitta Lil Hitta we dying (YEAH YEAH) Sleeping around in the public housing I had no respect Fist fighting my daddy Youngin’ was wildin’ yeah (YEAH YEAH YEAH) I’m going hard no direction (YEAH) I only run with the reckless I had to change I Know that I'm tripping I get out of this They prey that I’m slipping I wanted to change but this all that I know Stayin’ up all night crying and praying I can’t control my situation Can’t get right So I’m frustrated YELLING AT GOD And pleading for mercy Dying alone and feeling unworthy I don’t deserve it First time I opened my eyes was in the trailer First time That they me jumped they stomp my face (YEAH) First time I stood in court I got probation My whole family took them L’s behind them Cases Pulled up, pulled the stick on me, I froze Then 4 came for my brother kicked the door (YEAH) 17 I hit my knees and begged forgiveness 17 I hit my knees and begged forgiveness (YEAH YEAH) All that pain had purpose (YEAH) All that Hell had purpose (YEAH) Every L take purpose I could never loose focus I could never loose focus I had to surrender my life at the feet of the cross (YEAH) I cannot boast I was wretched and lost (YEAH) It was God he was molding a G All that fire and pressure was needed All that fire and pressure was needed Aus Songtexte Mania