Madchild

Demons
I'ma air some shit out Anybody give a fuck? This, this is what happened Yo I can't help it that my brain broke Silver Surfer spitting liquid mercury, I chain smoke Back to making moves , rap until my veins pop 'Cause you ain't running shit if you're standing in the same spot Where's the Super Beast? They're getting tired of asking So I'm out here killing verses like you just hired an assassin When I was young I did a lot of psychedelic drugs You're saying that it has to end one day, I'm like "the hell it does!" All I got to do is keep my fucking head straight And drop all of the dead weight and keep creating segways And pay attention to these awesome opportunities Get a handle on my shit and stop with all the awkward lunacy (yup) So basically that means that there's no more room for errors "Cause when I let myself down, that leaves my fans embarrassed (word up) My ride or die's my friends, my family and my parents So now I'm back and fully focused, no more interference Basically that means stop doing pills Basically that means stop blowing bills Basically that means stop doing rails And stop doing shit where I could get thrown in jail Songtexte Way past "time for me to fucking grow up" It's only my fault that I ain't fully blow up Basically it's time to stop doing pills And stop doing stupid shit It's time for me to chill There's a reason I'm not playing all the festivals I was popping xanax sitting 'round like I'm a vegetable Mixing shit with alcohol and you get really lit (turn up!) All I did was watch a lot of movies smoking cigarettes But now I've gotten sick of it Already been down that path Woken up like "shit man, time has gone by that fast?" And God's like "Yo, how many chances you 'gon need bruh?" So I'm just going to sit and write until my knuckles bleed, bruh Deviated from the planet, inebriated Libra Start respecting money, nothing out there going to be free, bruh Circle my apartment in regret, I slowly linger (fuck!) 'Cause I've let fucking millions just fly through my fingers How many times I got to stick my hands in the fire To realize I get burned, quickly make a left turn? (shit!) Time to focus, change the course of my direction Not dwelling on the past, but I am definitely reflecting Basically that means stop doing pills Basically that means stop blowing bills Basically that means stop doing rails And stop doing shit where I could get thrown in jail Way past "time for me to fucking grow up" It's only my fault that I ain't fully blow up Basically it's time to stop doing pills And stop doing stupid shit It's time for me to chill Was sober 28 months and fell off the wagon And when I got back on it, I left one foot dragging And basically, I've been struggling with it ever since So many times I've tried to clean my act up but I've never rinsed Mangling my life up, pretending I can handle it When I was off the drugs, then I had a problem gambling People call me out like I didn't give a fuck about it Not that I was lying, I just didn't want to talk about it I know that Dope Sick helped a lot of people out Now that I had fallen, didn't want to make them feel in doubt Now let me make this clear, I never went back to the dope But there was definitely times where I was fucking with that coke But I ain't touch that shit in over two years But started taking xanies, having more than just a few beers (Who cares?) I do I'm trying to get my life back, the right track 'Cause demons never really leave, All you can do is fight back Aus Songtexte Mania