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I tried it once before but I didn't get too far I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die But nothing very special ever happens in my life Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you', like a good son But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me SongtexteI died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah I tried it once again and I think I might black out I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked Yeah, take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it once again and I think I went too far (The man that I was meant to be) I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart (The man that I was meant to be) I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one Aus Songtexte Mania