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I’ve lost myself againJust felt this way for far too longRestless and sufferingSeems there’s no place where i belongI drove the nails through my own handsI can’t run or hide from this no moreIt’s time to wake up, I am done forMy lungs collapsed, My hearts detachedI can’t escape from my mindI sink into the floorTrapped in this cageSo disengagedI just want to go to sleep forevermoreApathy has destroyed the things i used to loveNo passion left, one more emotion devoid ofNo tears to cry, I’m just an empty shell insideMy tongue is tied, I’ll sit in silence cold outsideWhen i close my eyesI feel a pain so deepIt cuts me like a knifeAnd brings me to my kneesSongtexteAnd even though I’ve triedTo break away from hereI just slip back againUntil i disappearI am a waste of breathBeen fucking useless far too longSometimes i pray for deathTo take his hand undo my wrongsI tied this noose around my neckTake a blade and sever skin from boneIs this the end, I’m all aloneI can’t erase these thoughtsThey’ve just been lingering for far too longMy mind’s against meI will never find the place where I belongI’ve lost myself againJust felt this way for far too longRestless and sufferingSeems there’s no place where i belongI drove these nails through my own handsI feel the poison pulsing through my veins my body’s shakingMy lungs collapseMy conscience weighs me down I’m scumMy hearts detachedI’ve lost all feeling i’m so numbAlone I fade away. Aus Songtexte Mania