Jodee Lewis

Cigarette Song
You just sit there at the table with the paper Cardinals won again, the market's still the same If you've noticed things have changed, then look into my eyes But you won't take the time to try and make me stay I'm trading in my apron for these cigarettes You'll learn to live without me when I'm gone People like to tell me how much I'll regret it But it feels good to feel nothing at all My eyes are dull from looking up above me And my arms are getting weak from holding on I've been praying now, for years, for any proof that I'm alive And I can't stay here when my hope for change is gone I'm trading in my apron for these cigarettes You'll learn to live without me when I'm gone People like to tell me how much I'll regret it But it feels good to feel nothing at all There are days when the loneliness is so heavy That I can't get out of bed What I'm longing for is just a little relief I'm trading in my apron for these cigarettes You'll learn to live without me when I'm gone People like to tell me how much I'll regret it But it feels good to feel nothing at all Aus Songtexte Mania