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Suicidal like who am I, though I fucking hate you that's my newest motto I can choose the change but I choosed the bottle If I'll fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow Yeah Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside I'm fucking losing my mind They're lookin' at me like I shotted the Sheriff Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed But I've been depressed and that's not apparent Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it Yeah And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention You seem to think I'm pretendin' Now all I see is these shots of glass So I walk in the bar and I start a tab I got a soft soul but the hardest past Tell the waiter upfront they can call me a cab I'm a hypocrite and insomniac I'm a piece of shit but I honor that I got mental problems and it's got me mad But you seem to think that they are not that bad SongtexteAs I think they are What kind of Cole is that? You don't know what it's like You ain't thought to ask But you ain't me and you never will be The devil inside was sent to kill me If you really care I expect the real thing I feel they will never get the message Will they? It's all good, I won't give up my hopes I am drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober I been all alone lately Feel like I might go crazy I must the only one that feels this way Lock up all the doors, baby Disconnect the phone, baby Block out all the noise and I might be okay Just let me have my moment I really need my moment I gotta have my moment I really need my moment I need a moment of silence I found a bottle back in grade seven A young desperado, I had to make effort My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential But lately I'm going mental, I don't know what to do Who would thought that I'd get this nervous The life style that I leads not picture perfect The hear what I say but they miss the purpose Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hit the surface That hotter inside I should leave the curtains But today I just feel like a different person I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue Don't make me use it against you Cause I will Cause when it back fire, it just disappear I'm way too anxious, I live in fear I see it from a far and it's crystal clear But know the objects closer than it appears When I'm fucked up I feel okay But the next morning there's no way That I could feel good and it's so strange Til I do it all again and it go away I don't need friends, I got hose And it's in red cup and it's O.J It's what it's, it will take a while So I shake these hands and I fake the smile I been all alone lately Feel like I might go crazy I must the only one that feels this way Lock up all the doors, baby Disconnect the phone, baby Block out all the noise and I might be okay Just let me have my moment I really need my moment I gotta have my moment I really need my moment I need a moment of silence Aus Songtexte Mania