Rexx Life Raj

Ventilation, Pt. 3
(I better find your lovin) This 8:04 in Pacifico (I better find your lovin, I better find your heart) Chapo out there acting crazy (I better find your lovin, I better find your heart) Humpin pillows and shit That's wild Look, Look North Face on, body colder than it's ever been You niggas fans, that's evident 30 year old men that still dress like teenagers developin' You do whatever to stay relevant Used to play with that neck roll, I was fully equipped The yellow jacket captain, no wonder I'm steering the ship I always had that ambition, I was that kid bangin pots in the kitchen Spoiled only child I never listened I always got my way That's probably why I'm not too good at taking no for answers I learned to go get it myself everytime no one answered Somewhere in Idaho, where my papa was fighting cancer I called my mama, she front like she was a happy camper Quiet when it mattered, really at a loss Acing all my comm classes, still can't get my point across What's the point NCAA testing can't roll a joint But honestly I'd rather be Kanye West than a Colt McCoy Niggas actin funny but you know the boy SongtexteEvery time I drop you niggas overjoyed We need more Kendricks and less Soulja Boys I am the walking personification of 'life is what you make it' They wanna make me a criminal but they're sadly mistaken I'm the new Dennis Richmond, the whole bay tuned in It's time to clean house 'fo we move in These young niggas that get a hot track then get (raped?) on their contract Shelved, then they get their spot snatched Fuck with the Rexx You ain't changed in years, I'm unimpressed Ignorant about yo money got you gettin finessed I hear the whispers bout my situation, nigga I'm blessed If you made some better music they would probably invest Hella backpack rappers with cosigns All the hype around yo album should be subpar, most times Sat down with Pharrell Played my music he said it's fire as hell Same day, layed a hook for Mozzy, shit fire as well I am in another dimension, bruh, we ain't parallel I am watching my life evolve into a fairy tale Cause I worked on my craft instead of crafting an image And some shit I thought was cool for an instagram picture I swear, that I really been that nigga I came a long way for a big black nigga On life (I better find your lovin, I better find your heart) (I better find your lovin, I better find your heart) (I better find your lovin, I better find your heart) "These were feelings that I had never expected I would feel in this life Because I always felt alienated, self-conscious, and slightly separate Because as long as you're in your thinking mind exclusively Since your mind takes an object, you're always one thought away from where life is You're always thinking about it So you're always just one thought away It's the sense of alienation that comes from thinking about life rather than being life" "You gon' make it man, you gon' make it I'm hopin imma be here when you do it, right But I know, that you gon' do it I really do, I have no doubts about that" "I be up 3 or 4 o'clock in the mornin when I can't sleep (I know you do) And all I do is just go in there And I just go to read the tweets That's all cause I'm like 'what are they sayin about my son now?'" Aus Songtexte Mania