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Not The Same
(Yeah) (Ooohh, yeah) Sometimes I look out the window of my life And I can see you I can see you there Yeah (yeah), oh Sometimes I like to pretend like I'm not scared Like I don't need you I don't need you here, no (yeah) Yeah I don't deserve it I ain't even worthy Yet you give me water when I tell you that I'm thirsty Still I take some things in life that really wanna hurt me I say I'm livin' clean but I be livin' dirty Back and forth swervin' like it don't mean nothin' I'm married to my sins so I treat it like I love it I kiss it and I hug it and don't put nothin' above it You tell me to just let it go, I say that I ain't budgin' I rather be a killer, be a sinner, be a liar I make my own wings, yeah That's how I'm flyin' It's all about me, I don't see that I'm blinded And one day I'ma wake up and wonder where all my time went I just Songtexte Sometimes I look out the window of my life And I can see you I can see you there Yeah (yeah), oh Sometimes I like to pretend like I'm not scared Like I don't need you I don't need you here, no (yeah) Yeah You gave me a gift, God, I ain't gon' waste it I don't want the whole world, I just wanna taste it I just want a little bit, you know, somethin' basic What's wrong with doin' drugs, gettin' high, and gettin' wasted? You tell me to face it, but I can't confront it I look at my problems that turn around runnin' I don't like what I'm becomin' And even though I say that Once I get away from it, I know I'ma stray back Sick of wakin' up, wondering where my faith at Told you I'm a liar, that's probably why I hate facts Nevertheless, as I look out this window today and see your outstretched arms and tears on your face I realize, God, really need your help I ain't been livin' for you, Jesus, I been livin' for myself Been caught up in the world, and caught up in the sin Time to unlock the door, kill my pride, and let you in Sometimes I look out the window of my life And I can see you I can see you there Yeah (yeah), oh Sometimes I like to pretend like I'm not scared Like I don't need you I don't need you here, no And now I raise my hands for the Son of Man You're all I neeeeed, yeah And now I praise your name Lord, take everything You're all I seeeee, yeah I'm not the same as I used to be Yo, you wanna see a change, there's a change in me I'm just tryna make you understand, basically I'm not the same, I'm not the same I'm not the same as I used to be Yo, you wanna see a change, there's a change in me I'm just tryna make you understand, basically I'm not the same, I'm not the same No, no, no Sometimes I look out the window of my life And I can see you I can see you there Yeah (yeah), oh Aus Songtexte Mania