Conveyer
Haunt
The span of the last ten years has only made this harder to cope withStill trying to forgive your abandonment brought to light in pestilential sunsetsReminding me that I’ll wake up to another morning of disorderAnd I never got to say goodbyeMy heart is tired from recollecting every moment spent togetherAnd I would burn them from my brain if I couldSo cauterize every synapse I have in exchangeFor forgetting you were buried on my birthdayI’m still bereavedIs the cancer coming after me?Am I who I should be?Is the sickness welling up in me?I am incompleteYou are the missing pieceThe thought of you in a hospital bed has awoken the fear of my youth and the absence you leftEven if the pain goes overlookedI’ll fight my way through with every pulse in my wristEven if I believed you could hear meI’d still want you to know that I am who I amFor myself and no one elseFor myself and no one, I am who I am
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