Ceiling Demons

Lord, I Must Be Strong Now
I must be strong now The weight of the world is weighing me into the ground I have to shake my head from those clouds Stop falling down and hold my head up proud I never belonged but everyone longs for something or someone Do not let your fears turn into visions Hypnotised by paranoid televisions! You are destined for greatness, open the consciousness Do your best, you are blessed Love the loveless and break the heartless Even if this is not my home I am not alone Exploring the hunger to belong Best friends long gone But I'll never forget them With me till the end my friend SO We can stay free, cherish our memories, even when we Use substance to gain self esteem, we alleviate anxieties Fuck sake it's only temporary before depression gets you thinking negatively It's a struggle to conquer in sobriety, but it will make for a stronger mentality Mental health is a priority. Suicide is on my mind almost daily I gave thanks for the times that you gave me And nothing but respect for your bravery Now I want to be happy, and I recognize the love around me I start to think positively and I remember to use; courtesy Aus Songtexte Mania