Ghost Key

Indecision
Wasting my time wasting away Wasted four long years just to claim I'm okay The question remains Is it still all for me Running in circles Am I in the right the place Bloodshot eyes Ringing in my ears Swollen throat afraid to speak on all my fears I made a pact to be honest So it's time to speak up Rip my thoughts into pieces Pick apart my skull Please tell me what I've done wrong I can't do this on my own I am complacent Familiar with failure Feet stuck in the sand So quick to let go of the things I love A past that haunts me A future I'm avoiding Always looking back trying to fight the fact that this was never the plan No one deserves to live like this SongtextePenniless and without a purpose The life I lead hasn't meant a thing I wouldn't miss me if I were gone Spreading myself thin Lost in the shuffle I am indecision Wrapped up in skin Giving in is a common theme I continue to dissolve Outside myself My own thoughts a common thief stealing every piece of my resolve I am familiar with failure You are no stranger to reminding me My life is a fleeting moment Just one big missed opportunity I am terrified to die Because my life has yet to mean anything Im making an effort to ignore the voice in my head The chilling whisper of death It never disappears Aus Songtexte Mania