Breakdown of Sanity

Dead Flowers
The frames are blank and the flowers are fuckin' deadI'm drowning in thoughts, the time has come once againoverslept the whole day, still lying on my bed and welteringback and forththousands of thoughts whiz around in my headit's hard to explain what's still growing in mejust look into my eyes for the last timethe time has come for me to risemy mind was covered by shadowsdark forces have pulled me away for too longthe half life I follow on this railroad linebut my train has left the station for a long timeI just wanted to wake up from this nightmarebut there was no way to turn the pageissues, fears of loss, paranoia, jealousyat some point I just wanted to run, to run awaybut you didn't want to face what we have becomecan you see what you've done to me and to yourself?dead slowly I can recognize myself in the mirror againtonight I try to forgetthe frames are blank and the flowers are fuckin' deadit's my life now I take it backSongtexteI was waiting for the problems to solve themselvestoo weak to resist the fight against you and myselfthe more I've searched the less I've foundthis is the last time that you drag me back downfragments of dreamshalf asleep, nothing is what it seemsyou let me down, you let me drownI'm never looking back again, you got that?I was just a mask with a crooked smileyou tried to control me for quite a whileI was on the ropes for too longnothing left but a bitter taste on my tonguebut now I know how to hide the scarsthe time has come for me to rise again Aus Songtexte Mania