Breakdown of Sanity

Restless
restlesswe raise, we fallwhat was that, where the hell have I gone through?what happened to me?realize that I've lost controlmy body is paralyzed, my mind is blurredon the ground like a fallen leaf, fallen from the tremblingtreenot living, just killing timeI'm afraid to lose what was mineI feel so restlesswe raise, we fallwhat if this was my last breath?foreign in my own body and mindit seems like I'm stranded on a dark cloud, where there's noplace to hidealone, alone in the dark, hoping for my sunrisesomebody must hear my inaudible cry for helpplease show me the way outI'm chasing the wind and try to catch the lighthow many hours will it still take?staring up to the clouds above and listening to the samedamn song over and over againI want to run away from myself because at any momenteverything can changewhat is this, what was that?Songtextehow many hours will it still take?what is this, what was that?I want to run away from myselfwhat is this, what was that?I assume it's the normal circle of despair after touchingthe skyand now it is falling down on mewas it worth it? was is it really worth it?what if I can't ever be free anymore?is this the reality or just an illusion?bite my tongue to see if I can still feeltime vanishes into oblivion, into a black holeplease help me out Aus Songtexte Mania