Obscure Sphinx

Waiting for the Bodies Down the River Floating
Inside the pain, I count how many breaths I have leftInside the pain, I count how many heartbeats I have leftInside the pain, I feel the lack of impulse in my fleshInside the pain, I have no strength to breathe in the airInside the pain, no more caressing spiked memoriesI miss youOr maybe I don'tI know you would like me toInsides crumbled with the vice of hopeless thoughtsLook at what you've done don't turn away from my corpseMy existence smashed against the wallSee how fast it starts to decomposeWhy me?Insides crumbled with the vice of hopeless thoughtsLook at what you've done don't turn away from my corpseMy existence smashed against the wallBe transparent something I can easily ignoreWhen unrelenting voicesTry to exert controlSit by the riverAnd watch the bodies flowSongtexteIn prayerFold your handsIn prayerBowels burnIn prayerAll my faithIn prayerMultiple collecting of selfPutting pieces togetherSomething finishedTo be a human as expectedUniform, a closed constellationFixed pattern of hemoglobinInsides crumbled with the vice of hopeless thoughtsLook at what you've done don't turn away from my corpseMy existence smashed against the wallSee how fast it starts to decompose Aus Songtexte Mania