Lost In Place

Things I See
(my dreams all died when i saw her face...she climbed inside and took their place)A color swims inside my eyesin seas of blackand then it diesa disease feeds on my rotting mindwhen it gets donewhat will you findNo sinking, seething, deep-black holeNo pointless, empty lack of soulbut a little boy all black and blue(caresses we received from you)We love the pain, both he and Ifor silly little reasons whywe crave the hurtbecause it's your touchoh and bless my skin with cuts like suchWhat makes you turn away from me(i am so messed up)oh please tell mei'm screaming out on your stretching rack(would you please take this knife out of my back)SongtexteThese are the Things i see when i close my eyesinnocence is screaming as purity diesKiss this temple to sadness, this altar for tears,this shoulder of Madness, this friend so dear...feeling weak and so patheticmy pain is my own anaestheticto be hurt so much more each dayit numbs me bit by bitaway Aus Songtexte Mania