Lost In Place

Disposable Contact
i've been wearing this so long,now it's like a part of methis scab filling in the holesthese million little wireson the surface & inside of methis cancer feeding offthe sickness in my soulwhen these flies are in my eyesit's all so very clearthe moon is red alive is dead &flowers never fadebut some poisoned times i see behindthe world i've engineeredi can hear reality tearing throughthe lullabye i've madeour touch was disposable contactevery kiss was just an acti am an insignificant impacti'm better off when i realize thati've been scared of this so long,now it's like a part of methis nightmare i can't let gothese million little firesSongtexteon the surface & inside of methis virus taking controlour touch was disposable contactevery kiss was just an acti am an insignificant impacti'm better off when i realize thatgently so softly now push in all the pinsgather all my stuffing tuck it all back inpiercing with the needlelace it up with threadnobody fixed this teddy bearwhen you ripped off his headtry so hard to patch up myself-but it doesn't work so welltry so hard to get this rightbut i'm losing more ground every nightdon't know how to fix this hole& every second takes its tolltry so hard to patch up myself-it doesn't work so welli have got this sinking feeling...devil's floor is heaven's ceilingour touch was disposable contactevery kiss was just an acti am an insignificant impacti'm better off when i realize thatour touch was disposable contacti never meant a thing to you-every moment was an acti am an irrelevant impact& i'm better off when i realize thatit's raining it's pouringi hold myself in mourningmy eyes are dead i broke my headthey never give a warning... Aus Songtexte Mania