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I feel it rise, shiveringFeelings so wrong, sickeningA crazy swirl, I can't bearAgainst my will, I'm going blankPain is my lust, masochistConstant fear, paranoidFrequent arousal, inhumaneMy life turns into constant shameThey call me mental patientInmate is what I call myselfA prison made of pills and needlesFear of an attack makes me freeze butWhen I think of pain my lust turns me into fireEnduring switch between fear and arousal isMelting my mind into a cadaverFreak is what society calls me but It's my nature I can't separate it from my mindA cruel way to manufacture a human being andTo deny its feelings and needsBut deep inside I'm still crazySuppressing meds just changed my shellNature is boiling in my coreIt's gonna explode for its revengeSongtexteImprisoned needs tend to enlargeDenied freedom leads to rageI break the cage of MedicationI use my rage to free my mind asI run free I realize my destiny I break up with societyFor my own insanity, my need for isolationNature is coming for meAcceptance makes me freeNo fear and no restraintsThis is my only chancePride - Gone nature kicked me out ofMy Life Now I'm lonely and Hor-nyFear-full I'm afraid for My-self my needs will never be Ful-filled ASpi ral into insanity isMy life medication shall be the cureNow I turn into aZom bie no feelings and No joyI feel it rise, shiveringFeelings so wrong, sickeningA crazy swirl, I can't bearAgainst my will, I'm going blankFear of an attack makes me freeze butWhen I think of pain my lust turns me into fireEnduring switch between fear and arousal isMelting my mind into a useless cadaverFreak is what society calls me but It's my nature; I can't separate it from my mindA cruel way to manufacture a human being andTo deny its feelings and needsPride - Gone nature kicked me out ofMy Life Now I'm lonely and Hor-nyFear-full I'm afraid for My-self my needs will never be Ful-filled ASpi ral into insanity isMy life medication shall be the cureNow I turn into aZom bie no feelings and no joy Aus Songtexte Mania