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I prevent myself from ever existingNow it finally arrivedThe day I shall spawn to thisLife, I have never chosen.This world is no place for my mind, Its an awful cage for the freedom I am longing forI refuse to waste my potentialOn this screwed up hellholeYou call a modern societyMy final choicePrevent my existenceMy hate shall be a hammerCrushing my own persistenceMy only fear is failure in my attempt to prevent my existence and myFrightened heart shall stop when I celebrate the end of my beginning and whenI turn into a stillborn there will be a smile on my corpse cause I succeeded in whatI craved for so ultimately it's my precious auto-abortion This suffering will be a Bless compared to Living a lifetimeIn this mess.SongtexteYour world is what i avoidMy death is my salvationMy life is all but sacredMy birth would be my damnationSuffocation for me it's what I want, I ripOff my umbilical cord put it around my neck, itWorks like a hanged man's tie I gasp so happily, ITravel the birth canal the cord is holding me, attachedTo the pancreas which is my anchor; my sightTurns into bright white this is my final gasp, as IEnter your world it's just another corps with mySelf-satisfied smile on that blue swollen headMy only fear was failure in my attempt to prevent my existence and myFrightened heart has stop when i celebrated the end of my beginning and whenI turned into a stillborn there will was a smile on my corpse cause i succeeded in whatI craved for so ultimately it was my precious auto-abortion This suffering has been a bless Compared to living a lifetimeIn this fucking mess.You won't get to know me better! Aus Songtexte Mania