The Living Tombstone

It's Been So Long
I dunno what I was thinking,Leaving my child behind,Now I suffer the curse and now I am blindWith all this anger, guilt and sadness,Coming to haunt me forever,I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river,Is this revenge I am seeking,Or seeking someone to avange meStuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself freeMaybe I should chase and findbefore they'll try to stop itIt won't be long before I'll become a puppetIt's been so long,Since I last have seen my sonlost to this monsterto the man behind the slaughterSince you've been goneI've been singing this stupid songSo I could ponderThe sanity of your motherSongtexteI wish I lived in the presentWith the gift of my past mistakesBut the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakesYour sweet little eyes, your little smile, is all I rememberThose fuzzy memories mess with my temperJustification is killing meBut killing isn't justifiedWhat happened to my son, I'm terrifiedIt lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger,I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there.It's been so long,Since I last have seen my sonlost to this monsterto the man behind the slaughterSince you've been goneI've been singing this stupid songSo I could ponderThe sanity of your mother Aus Songtexte Mania