J'Lostein

In My Own Mind
You couldn't leave me a single beat of my heartYou started looking for ends when there was no startAnd even when you would lie, at least you caredBut now you don't even bother or try to pretend...Or defend...Need I, shouldn't I be leaving?Lost myself in my own mind,Got my eyes butLately I've been feeling like I'm breakingWonder why it took so longWhy am I still holding on to you?'Cause you're nothing...There's nothing that you don't claim or see,And with one look of your eyes,I can't be meYou tell me: bow my head down,That's what I do,I wonder: how long will you keep twisting the truth...Of you?Need I, shouldn't I be leaving?Lost myself in my own mind,Got my eyes butSongtexteLately I've been feeling like I'm breakingWonder why it took so longWhy am I still holding on to you?You are nothing...You are nothing...Only something that breaks my mind in two...Need I, shouldn't I be leaving?Lost myself in my own mind,Got my eyes butLately I've been feeling like I'm breakingWonder why it took so longWhy am I still holding on to you?And maybe I never will see clearlyBroken all the mirror's glassStill I see you laughAnd I try to wake up slowlyThis is taking far too long,But why am I still holding on to you? Aus Songtexte Mania