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You want me to explainHow I've been strugglingAnd how my self esteemHas fallen out of bedInside I feel a messMy thoughts betray meI keep thinking time has passedWhen the hour has stayed the sameI am fucking lowAnd it hurts far too much to be deadAnd you're so beautifulAnd I'm nothing more than a speckI'm starting to feel small'Cause you're much bigger than meI watched how you grew tallWhile sitting in your chairMy heart keeps acting upIt's pretty scaryAm I really what you wantI wish I didn't carePlease don't get me wrongSongtexteBut somehow it's beginning to hurtI just don't think it's fairHow you silently speak through my words, my wordsI think I've said too muchI feel so emotionalI'm so stupid it must make you sickTo even believe in meAre you even thereHave you been feeling lowAre you weaker than you will admitI think you're beautifulBut one day my face you'll forget'Cause I'm nothing more than a speckI'm seeing you for the first timeFor the first timeYou're seeing me for the last timeFor the last time Aus Songtexte Mania