The Cold Harbour

Endurance
The hours in the day feel like they're melting away. Couple of years down the line will I still be living like this. It's been four weeks now and only feels like one day. Sometimes I need your reassurance. But this is my endurance. The pressure of life is caving in on me.I don't know if I can still be this person you want me to be.I feel like i deserve to be alone. Has my path already been set in stone.I hate to be down all the time, I but I look out of the window and I really can't define this world we live in. Where am I supposed to begin. My notepad is my only friend.Every night I go to sleep thinking never again. Most people don't look further than what is in front of them.Will I always be searching for happiness? Close your eyes. Open your minds. You only have one chance. You might as well die, if you haven't tried.I might as well die.TAKE ME TO A PLACE WHERE IT'S COLD ALL YEAR ROUND.IT'S THE ONLY PLACE WHERE I FEEL SAFE AND SOUND. Aus Songtexte Mania