Solar Fake

Not What I Wanted
Just help yourself, I’m lying here It’s not the time to disappear It still could get worse, but anyway I’ll take the pills you offer me I see myself on padded feet Just take the steps that surely lead me To place where I can fade out All the noise that people make Just leave me Just leave me out Don’t touch me Just leave me out What did you say? Where have you gone? Where are you now? I want some fun! Let’s just go out And bother some strangers Who can get mad so easily This is not what I wanted My God, what have we become? SongtexteWhy haven’t we started? It’s the play I’ve learnt from my heart Well, this is a nightmare, but it’s my life This is not what I wanted You’re right but could you stop dramatizing what I said? Got your point but hey, I’m alright Well, this is a nightmare, but it’s my life Still got some pride that’s left in me I know you think I cannot see You keep myself away from me At least you try, occasionally But after all I’m just okay With everything still in my way I just don’t care enough today Yet, I don’t care, I don’t care, I don’t care... This is not what I wanted It's not what I wanted This is not what I wanted This is a nightmare, but it’s my life This is not what I wanted It's not what I wanted This is not what I wanted This is a nightmare, but it’s my life It's not what I wanted Not what I wanted It's not what I wanted This is a nightmare, but it’s my life It's not what I wanted Not what I wanted It's not what I wanted This is a nightmare, but it’s my life Aus Songtexte Mania