Futuristic

So Close, So Far Away
What the fuck am I gon' do nowI shoulda got my college degreeIt seemed like everybody moving onBut nobody saved a seat for meI'm scrolling through my phoneTexting bitches that I knowBut I just can't seem to get a replyI'm staring in the mirrorI see the fear of failure in my eyesI don't know what else I can tryI'm drowning in a sea, my emotionsDestiny ain't in your handsI did the most, but can't control itSoul is broken, feeling hopelessBut no moping, still been goingDon't smoke, but lately I'm smokingFourth quarter, feel like I'm chokingI spit my dough, I'm the brokestStill feel my flow, it's the coldestMy story, I just retold itOver and over and overI'm so close and I'm so farAnd I'm so dope, that's what I thoughtI'm working hard, I'm working smartBut I'm still stuck in the same spotSongtexteSomebody help me, somebody help me, somebody help meI try to get wealthy, just wanna pay my billsUh, somebody help me, somebody help me, somebody help meYo I'm bout to end this shit for real, soWhat the fuck am I gon' do nowI shoulda got my college degreeIt seemed like everybody moving onBut nobody saved a seat for meI'm scrolling through my phoneTexting bitches that I knowBut I just can't seem to get a replyI'm staring in the mirrorI see the fear of failure in my eyesI don't know what else I can tryI'm looking at pictures from all my friends graduationsSmiles on their families faces, nothing but happy occasionsMarriages, having babies, I ain't close to that at allMy relationship with this music made my others fall apartAnd I can't talk about this shit for nothingNobody comprehends it, they see the endingBut don't get I had to start to finishYou wanna do it too? The truth is I don't recommend itPolitics and money's what matters, fuck if you extra giftedBest of wishes to the women that I've loved and lostDrifting through these conversationsSifting through my other thoughtsAwkward tension, cause we both know that its overEmotional Rollercoaster, starting to become my favoritesong, soWhat the fuck am I gon' do nowI shoulda got my college degreeIt seemed like everybody moving onBut nobody saved a seat for meI'm scrolling through my phoneTexting bitches that I knowBut I just can't seem to get a replyI'm staring in the mirrorI see the fear of failure in my eyesI don't know what else I can tryWhat the fuck am I gon' do nowI shoulda got my college degreeIt seemed like everybody moving onBut nobody saved a seat for meI'm scrolling through my phoneTexting bitches that I knowBut I just can't seem to get a reply Aus Songtexte Mania