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If Only
If only I could have been there for you darling I'd do it all again right by your side if only I knew the mistakes that I was making I would have never tried to try think of me well my pretty baby I hate to have to see you cry see you cry I'll take my leave the ending is coming it's about that time to say goodbye Something ain't right yo I can feel it in my bone structure knives in my life yeah they wanna cold cut ya plunge it in twist it round take your liver out but that ain't sitting pretty with me so I live in doubt I need my liver for the drinking that I use to douse the problems I have but now I ain't getting you aroused Songtexteused to rock your fundamentals make the bed shift but now getting it up it's like a dead lift crazy bored and I f**k a lot on the side you don't know it but I guess it's just a matter of time how many texts can I delete before you stumble on the one that reveals it all shows you what's been going on I'm too p**sy to be the one to break it off I think I love you still sometimes but maybe not who knows yo this love ain't even real it's just some residual s**t from how we used to feel so sianora to the old days and memories used to be a hurricane now you ain't a pleasant breeze you ain't a saint despite how you paint yourself I'm Dante motherf**ker I can make it hell magma anger molten in its manner burn you up with the most flammable of grammar I wish you well really that I do probably coz I know I'm more beautiful than you Flicker flame flicker like a shadow in a broken mirror the night time's quiet now and I can hope to hear ya if I'm blind you're the conscience providing sight Jimmeny by my side trying to guide me right I used to listen when you spoke love now I don't give a regurgitated f**k what you throw up you that bulimic type spewing up your own advice I don't wanna kiss you with that mouth you alone tonight there's a drama in the air and I can feel it too the silent type Chaplin you gotta see the mood cut the tension looming in the air if I didn't own this house I'd get the f**k up outta here sail away sail away back to where the troubles of the world don't exist I'm alone sail away sail away up and leave you there where you stand baby girl I'd be gone I used to have bones and a vertebrae used to have convictions girl but you murdered it used to be the one to make decisions in an instant move on it never think twice and never flinching now honestly love what's stopping me? look at me look at us this a f**king mockery about time for us to leave this little colony blow the spot like a bomb over Lockerby Symbiosis with this cold fish intertwining up our fates like a ghost stitch serving up a slice of life as a cold dish the heat is gone baby don't know if you noticed time's a mistress I distrust and here I am waiting on you to give it up like a tip cup Mr. Apathy but that ain't happening something like bad skin but then I get proactive and start moving in a different direction cutting off your head like the horse and the headman what's keeping me? yeah keep seeing these red red flags like the people of the C.P.C I'm like a bull with a tampon dangling in front of me no matter where I go it keeps happening you keep being in my rear-view puckering blowing me kisses on some “sufferin' suckotashes” roll the ashes and light up the memories incinerate her like I'm burning up an effigy tah tah to my ex-future-baby-mama sianora baby I don't want that kinda drama some Kenneth Branagh some Edgar Alan-Poe s**t morbid would have been my life if I chose this so I choose not call me space-tracks making footprints I can never take back Aus Songtexte Mania