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After all these years of smokingthe fire has gone outill quit while im aheadbut before im deadand before my time runs outi coul dhardly talk when i went for a walkto try to find a doctorwondering to myself if i had throat cancerits the smoking, drinking, shouting, yellingsnorting gear and talkingall has an effect on the way that i sound and the voice thatyou are hearingthe doctor took an x ray, he stuck a camera down my throatand asked me what i thought the problem wasi said its probably all the smoking fags and snortingcocainehe was surprised with my honesty but he agreed all the samehe said it wasnt cancerand it wouldnt kill me todaybut i gave up smoking anywayno electric cigaretteno nicotine patchim doing it cold turkeyits been 4 weeks and 3 days nowand ive almost found it easythe diagnosis was good im a lucky fucking sodSongtexteand im happy to be alive nowill take it as a blessing not a curseand put the fire out nowbut not the fire in my heartno that aint gonna diefor all my friends and loved onesgonna keep that burning brightbut if i was struck down by some nasty diseasewould i really be worthy of their sympathythe way i like to carry myselfand live my life so carelesslywellthat aint gonna changeand im sure that i can still be the person that i want to bewithout taking cocaineso no more racking up on my wallet in a clubim doing it cold turkeyits been 4 weeks and 5 days nowand ive almost found it easythe diagnosis was good im a lucky fucking sodand im happy to be alive nowill take it as a blessing not a curseand put the fire out nowill take it as a blessing not a curseand put the fire out now Aus Songtexte Mania