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No stone can turn to show my past forever hidden one sided pain of glass only i can see the truth and the facts no one else would be able to follow these tracks though not the worst it has done its dues in the back of my head trouble insues like a storm damage has been done the smoke screens the light from the sun darkness is the costume for what could be free clear the smoke and undress it and you will find me ill be quiet but smile and laugh and joke unknown the quietness represents the part that was broke broken beyond repair but i have no doubt in my family and friends ill find my way out regrets are within all everyone has their sins only the lord can forgive us based on our actions regrets are only excuses made to hide deep feelings because at one time it was wanted and had true meaning i don\'t wish upon a star i dream of my life from a far to think of what could have been and what it is today its a true blessing to be able to live this way no one will ever know exactly what i think and feel its my choice to hold it in maybe i dont want it to be real but its my one piece of the past i dont want to let go the deepest secret pain that i can\'t let show Songtextetears can\'t even carry the burdens of my thoughts nor can the years withhold the moments that i\'ve lost i\'m not sure if i should but i guess i\'ll reveal all these emotions that i constantly feel mom, dad, bro, sis i\'m hurting and i need you you alll had to abandon me and leave me in the rear view just a baby of two years left without a family handed over to some strangers how could this ever happen to me scott, kim, susan, and derek i was the glow in your lives that turned out to be a wreck i know you loved me but you loved those evils more and those evils have permenantly left me sore from a happy home with me to a jail cell with nobody i have lost my first memories due to your decisions im only left with my thoughts and my visions gave me up because you were sick such as strong illness not even your son you would miss these demons took over and brought you to your knees you had to surrender it was your son that they seized but enough of the questions and the sorrow the past is the past and i live for tomorrow i know that we will meet again down the road the hole in my heart will eventually be sowed but until then i have my family and friends they are the ones i have til the end my love for them is never ending and complete they give my heart that one extra beat before i leave i just want you to know i do love you and the future is our time to show (Thanks to Derek Scott for these lyrics) Aus Songtexte Mania