Third Rail Suicide

Misty Mourning
I've been looking through my past with disappoinmentBut if I can forgive myself maybe I can move onI wish that I had been much more attentive to your needsBut I can never change the things that I've done wrongAnd "sorry" is just a word you heard too many times beforeSo let me make it up to you by not just saying but doing so much moreI know I don't deserve a hundred chancesBut for just one more I'd give in to all your circumstancesEven if they kill me in the endYou were my best friendAnd now I miss my misty mourningI miss waking by her sideAnd all those things that I just took for grantedWell I'll change them the next time...I've been looking at my present situation with hesitationI'm finally happy with the person I've becomeAnd though you may never see the change I made inside of meI'm content just knowing what I've doneAnd all these things I've said before but never really triedBut I'm holding on to optimism knowing I can prove to you in timeI'll do anything you ask of meScale the highest mountain, sink in the deepest seaSongtexteWhatever it takes to make you mineYou're still my sunshineAnd now I miss my misty mourningI miss lying by her sideAnd all those things that I just took for grantedWell I'll change them the next timeAnd I won't ever let you go againI'll see this through until the endI'm here alone waiting for the return of my best friendIt may be months, it may be yearsAnd I'll share some laughter and some tearsBut we were meant to beAnd I pray God leads you back to meNow I'm looking at my future and I know I have a placeTo make you happy once again and put a smile on your faceI would go anywhere, do anythingYou showed me what a mess I've beenSix years to failing youHere's to a thousand more where I can proveI'm not the guy you thought you knewI'm the one you always told me I could beBut I never believedAnd now I miss my misty mourningI miss sleeping by her sideAnd all those things that I just took for grantedWell I'll change them the next timeAnd I won't ever let you go againI'll see this through until the endI'm here alone waiting for the return of my best friendIt may be months, it may be yearsAnd I'll share some laughter and some tearsBut we were meant to beAnd I pray God leads you back to meI belong to you forever and after Aus Songtexte Mania