Ultraklystron

Broken Sutures
v1. I keep thinking about her over and over, Trapped in the moment like it's Honey and Clover, And my name is Shuu-chan and she is Hagu-tan, And this situation was never part of my plans. I wanted it platonic this time - no strings attached, But our passions resonated - and logic was snatched From beneath my feet, I functioned on instict; Nearly destroyed everything, because I didn't think. I stepped from back from the brink, but some people prodded, So I trusted; moved on as they all applauded, But it fell threw; yeah, it nearly imploded. I didn't know the situation was so fully loaded Of awkward implications and obvious errors, But she was all layed back, didn't seem to care. I thought I could build back, but doubt still loomed And since then I never stepped back in the room. ch. I wish I could put distance in Between our two existences then I could maybe just forget And stop living off old regrets. I wish I could put distance in SongtexteBetween our two existences then I would see a pastel future Instead of these broken sutures. v2. Besides she found a new love; yeah, own her Morita. I became more and more distant from this Senorita. She worked more often, and the spare time left Was spent with her new love, but I wasn't bereft, I had plenty - yeah, too much - on my plate anyways; I barely noticed that I hadn't talked to her for days Which became weeks and then months and then years, But that had happened with some of my previous peers, Yet with her it was different: the harmony between us Made me think I didn't want to forget this venus This muse, so I refused but the fact was blatant: Our wavelengths separated and this truth was patent. We could still quote and discuss the same minutiae; Both pop culture junkies, but it was acute the Differences formed and a love unshareable. Somehow inspite of that, I did not feel terrible. Ce la vie, right? (ch)x2 Aus Songtexte Mania