State Lines

Probably In A Notebook
Hopped on the train the other day on route to Penn, transfer at Jamaica. I observed strangers as they were looking through The glass that separates the waiting room from the platform looking on. I always seem to find some obscure beauty in my life on days that I feel less alive. And on the train ride home I was staring out the window, and it only goes to show. Don't you hate to be alone? It's only what we tell ourselves. Cause when I got on the train myself, I was hoping to sit next to no one else. So I just clenched and faked a smile. You took the car out for a ride, You were gone for quite a while. Time enough for me to hide, I took the bus out of this town far enough until I was safe. I never meant to let you down, I hated that look upon your face. Spend your nights wasting time, kissing every boy in line. I know where I spend mine, Goddamnit on repeat, singing every word in awe. One line stuck: “You were the last good thing I ever saw” When I got home, I couldn't find closure in that note. Aus Songtexte Mania