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I fall into the darkness and I can't get out Once again depressed, stressed and filled with doubt Aint no solid evidence Justificating the aggravating decision to choose a musicians existence Shit is intense, losing confidence Really wanna break through but I feel the fence Defencive way of acting The way I react when I feel this way Man I'ma kill today Hey, listen up normally I'm up But when the down comes around y'all beter shut up I'm incaged by my own rage My own resentment This state of mind normally stays for a day But hey, I really try to be the nicest guy But sometimes my insecurities slice me right? Dr. Jekkyl and Mr. Phill I'm either an asshole or truly real This remains for anyone if I ever offended you I'm torn between ups and downs and the ups is losing duke I'm choosing to be this way Cause it's a part of me and the lyricist that I stay I pray to stay righteous and fight just not to give up And show these fools that I do give a fuck but I guess it's just my mindstate. SongtexteI guess it's just my mindstate I wake up and shut the curatins to hide from the sunlight Drink a cup of coffee and I hide Cause the sun might chainge my perspective on things And force me to act and react, throw my ass in the ring and fight tonight I stay up late, anxious as fuck Scared that my fate is to be broke and stuck in an illusion of grandure Or get suicidal like my late grandfather I purr like a kitten, yet often feel smitten By the terrible disease of never feeling at ease I'm displeased by everything an danything at all times Even though I'm pleasantly positive in all rhymes Shit, just a facade Feel pleasant everytime I hear them applaud Yet regret sinks in whenever I'm not singing Thinking I should've finished my school instead of just bringing the rhyme Yet I'm just manic like that Trading education for inspiration is just phapt Fuck them suicidal tendencies, I need to stop thinking like that I guess it's just my mindstate. I guess it's just my mindstate.... Aus Songtexte Mania