The Arcanum Effect

Odyssey
So here I am empty handed and heavy heartedMy life's work is over and I have nothing to show forDethroned, I once stood at the top of the worldNow I'm forced to tread amongst the common manThe very thing that once raised me to the heavensHas now brought me down to the depths of hellBut I will crawl my way out of this whole And search for God's forgivenessFor I have nothing leftBetrayed, the story repeats itself and with a kiss you turn me inWith a kiss you let go me goWith a kiss you mark the endBut love has no place for selfishnessNow we are separated by an ocean between usAnd with each mile I fear you'll forget meBut in turn it seems I've forgotten youI'm starting all over or so I thoughtMy heart had found a beat once againI must admit I'm terrified but in her arms I found comfortHer skin on mine and each dose was ecstasyAnd I've grown attached to the taste of her tongueI had a feeling this was more than just lustBut I was quickly proven wrongSteady beats and heavy breathingShe whispered in my ear "just do what feels right"This is more than what it seemsSongtexteI am more than I thought I could beYou can take me for what I amOr leave me for what I'm notBut I will always end up deceivedGo throw yourself at himI don't care anymoreThrough this struggle I have found my strengthSo let me repay youYou have awaken the destroyer in meThis is what I've becomeHis face won't escape my hatePummeling, every strike will bring me pleasureAnd feed the monster within meOh revenge will be so sweetWhen his face lies beneath my feetI swear to you that day will come Aus Songtexte Mania