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I'm sorry I'm not a bucket of fucking rainbows all the time. Sometimes I forget that you're fucking perfect. Tired of these tired pleas that infiltrate my mind. Tell me was it ever really worth it? Oh I thought about it once and I cried about it twice. And I took one thousand vicodins and stayed awake all night. And this desperation's clinging to me, ringing in my ear. It's getting louder, but I don't wanna hear. I don't wanna hear it. I feel like I've been dead. Lights on inside my head. Been so fucked up for so long, but I don't think about it now. Got a cloud over my head and it's closing in. It tries to catch me, but I won't let it. God, I want a cigarette. The war is over, nothings left. Oh god, I want a cigarette. I want a fucking cigarette. I'll take a walk instead. My life's a war against some little dudes inside my head. Aus Songtexte Mania