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There's no evidence of me ever having been loved The happiness that came without stopping also disappeared I flipped over the leftover toy-box Controlling myself, I smileThe panting sound of an imitationDominated and traumatized like a baby-toy The rain pours steadily behind my backThe liar breathes out When even my mind was taken And stopped The hatred stained with blackHey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand And take apart this hideous body Shake your body at the feeling that can't be told Pierce my decaying wound Pierce me with the words that hit deeper and heavier Than the knife that split me apartI could see the world of adults through the crack The dirty and suffocating treasure chest of trauma My world that was built up in the closet Is a country of beautiful and clear dreams and hopesSongtexteDistorted braincellsIn the corner of my opened heart, There's a remembered scar And the key of the revived memory Just one word, "Disappear."The sun is whimsically blocked And hope destroyed The shadow-monk became my friend Eternal darkness Zero guiltFun toy Adult's toy Living toy Useful toyFun toy Adult's toy Living toy How sad-Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand And take apart this hideous memory It's time to cleanse me of the clinging dirt That is soaked in hatred Nobody understands The trap of the size of millimetre that only I know Even if it's not visible to the naked eye, Pierce me With the heavy and deep words Aus Songtexte Mania